Wednesday, May 11, 2005
I won't stand out to get your attention,
I will use my heart to feel your presence.
I nearly lost my little pouch again. Yes, for the second time. I frantically searched through my surroundings, my bag and even the place I once entered. You will say, "it's just a pouch, get a replacement then". If this pouch is bought by some other people whom I'm not close with, or perhaps a design I never like, I will agree with you. However, this isn't the case. This little brown leather Esprit pouch, that cost twenty bucks, means A LOT to me. And I mean a lot - something I cannot measure with money. This pouch is specially significant to me because it is given to me by a dear someone. It signifies love - a love I'm not deserved, not worthy of.
It dawn upon me of how careless I can be at times. When people have to hold me back when crossing the road because I never look out for safety, when I lost my cats because I never take note of their movement outside the house, when I ignorantly hurt people with the words I use.
Fill me with Love, God.
maoed.]
at 11:32 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
